I'll be gone for a week or more, so I won't be able to reply to your messages and comments. Don't think I don't love you anymore, because I do, I appreciate your support and friendship, my friends.

I'm going for a camping/hiking trip. Into the Wild. lol If insects don't kill me, jelly fish don't burn my skin off and the sea doesn't wash me away while I'm swimming drunk, then I'll be back and spamming again.



and my favorite song that surely will follow me in my head (for I won't take music with me, I will definitely die because of lack of music) - Skumju Akmeņi "Man pieder ceļš". (I didn't translate it fully correct, more like an improvisation I usually do.)

man pieder ceļš
ko ziedi klāj un ceriņi
un miruši guļ taureņi
pie mana slēgtā loga
un bezgalīgās debesīs
baudījuši brīvi
daudzkrāsainie putni
pie manām kājām krīt

man pieder ceļš
caur pamestu parku
tur dzīvo eņģeļi
kas klusumu kas klusumu sargā
un ja mēs tuvāk ejam
tad sadzirdēt var
kā klusas melodijas
tie dzied, tie dzied aiz vientulības

es paceļu no zemes
aklo taureni
un mācos saprast sevī
nebūtību nolemtību

es klausos aklā vīrā
līdz nedzirdu neko
un mācos saprast sevī nebūtību nolemtību

the road belongs to me
the one covered by flowers and lilacs
and the butterflies lie dead
next to my shut closed window
and in the endless skies
the colorful birds once enjoyed the freedom flights
now they fall down next to my feet

the road belongs to me
the one through the abandoned parks
the angels dwell there
the ones that guard the silent light
and if we come a little closer
we can hear the silent melodies
they sing because of loneliness

I lift up from the ground
the blind butterfly
and try to understand inside me
the nothingness
the fatality

I listen to the blind man
until I can hear nothing anymore
and I try to understand inside me
the nothingness
the fatality